without having an image how u looked,

I got this thing in me that got stronger even

stronger I really didn't know what it was

but for every second that passed I missed you more and more

I would tell that i would call you in an hour but I really didn't know

it was like time was going so slow i was getting impesiante

I was between calling but not calling cause

I knew u were bored with me

you told me I was different from other guys you have met an I

told you, you were different from girls I have met....

and even I told you that you were the first one to tell me that I was sweet

and I dont know I got this feeling that u were totally different...

and truly you were different you were like sweet but awesome and not to

say but Yeah you also had your part of evil in you

I know its fast but I really am confused

having myself again in the place that I was 2 months ago

now am in it...,im dreaming the poems again an I know you may

like them.........and for now take care bye.....

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I know its so little time I have met you

but you really getting me something to another part of

me that really didn't notice....it was there but I couldn't see it

an you showed to me that part of me now I thank you so much

but now I dont know you really are someone totally different from girls I've met

and im glad all cause I've met you and now I have in my head that how

can I meet you????and when???....When I tell you that when im gonna

meet you, you just say I dont want you to me...and well I just say that

I will someday meet you but then you say I will never meet you....but you know

how little is the world and sometimes i think your scared in meeting me thats what

I think....Could it be right or wrong???....I just have to wait to know you more well to meet you

as a real person.....for now bye and take care...

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Now that you have told me that I may see you as

a person you made me so glad that you made a big smile

I just couldn't help it you I dont know your just different from other girls

I've told you already and I'll be telling you everyday that your different

an that what makes you so special for me,

your now something more bigger then just a friend your

a special friend.....and I know you can be there for me somedays I

understand how you feel sometimes but you know I can help in anything you want

I'm gonna be here for you...you can count on me always....so for now I'll just have to wait and meet you

cause now that you have told me that maybe I can see you...you made my hopes up....so

really for now take care and bye *hugs*

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Tonight after I hanged up

I couldn't go to sleep I was thinking of you every minute

I couldn't close my eyes without hearing your for the last time

I tryed calling but then when I called I started regreting it

I just dont know you have made something different and you know your different

I know im different but now

I feel im changing cause of you my Sweet Heart,

really I couldn't close my eyes it was hard for me to close them

I was trying to close them up but I couldn't I would close them

then I would open them again...I just dont know what's going wrong with me

you are making me feel feeling that I really didn't felt....I just know that your different yourSWEET, AWESOME, KOOL, IM THINKING YOU MY LOOK PRETTY.....but for now I'll have just

to wait for time to pass and wait for the day to come and meet you......as I from now on I know what I'm gonna

do when I see you im gonna hug very tighly until never letting you leave of myside....but for now just take care and bye Sweet Heart...........

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Now that I have been feeling this feeling now I've been strange

I dont know but I just feel I wanna call you every minunte, right now im missing you

very much....I just cant help it your making me go strange with you, I wanna call you but im just

between yes or no...should I or should I not.....I'm missing your voice, your laugh, your singing....I really miss everything of you

I just can go and call you every minute cause I can get you bored I just know....but you make me go neverous when im not talking to you

right now im despret..impesiante....I wanna know how you are....I wanna hear your voice an hear for myself your right

Sweet Heart im missing you right now....I wanna call you but.....I just....Yeah....

Sweet Heart once again your different just different girl that I have just discovered this week

now that you have made me feel this feeling that i havent felt I dont know if im gonna be capable

of not calling you for a week

I dont think I will be alive or feeling good cause im gonna miss you

so please Sweet Heart let me.....call every other day....ok...so for now I say

my words take care and bye my EVIL GIRL.....

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For every minute that passes by I just cant help it

im like dying in pain not hearing your voice

dying if like someone was stabbing me in front of me

but I just didn't notice....

I wanna know each day how you are....I wanna know

each day how was school.....I wanna know

everything that's going on with you....I really cant help it you...

you......make me another person I feel strange talking to you

as I talk to you...you say that I make you strange and well the same with me....

you make me strange when im talking to you....this feeling that sometimes

I really didnt feel and this week has happened with you....

as I said and well tell you again your different from those girls I've talked your

special...your my EVIL GIRL now......but for now I just say bye and take care my Sweet Heart......